Obsessive Love Disorder ---heard it?
ako'y kumakanta ng: "... and its you and me & all other people..."
Have you heard of Obsessive Love Disorder?
I think I have it. I'm so inlove with her. Not in a violent way. Never thought of hurting her or kahit na sino pa. Its just that I love her. I love her truly. Wala namang masama dun diba??
Pero what's been bugging me, she might be better off without me. Parang ako yung nagpapagulo ng lahat eh. So, I think I might have to let her go. Set her priorities for herself hindi para sakin. Sobrang magiging selfish ako if I know that may mga bagay na dapat niyang gawin dahil gusto niya. I think she needs time for herself. To see and explore the world around us, by herself.
Pero mahal ko kasi eh. And I have the Obsessive love disorder. It will be painful, but if that's for the best, then I am willing to feel the pain and endure the loneliness, para sa kanya. I love her.
I love her. I really love her. Its beyond what human minds can understand. Its something only the two of us can understand through our hearts.
I guess im obsessed with love. Im obsessed in giving her the best that I could.
Just a thought. We still have to talk about it.
ako si Lei. 'kuletz' binyag ni mahal ko. hou, houie pag malambing. makulet ako. inlab sa houie ko. obses sa mahal ko. dugong pilipino. malalim pag nasasaktan. mababaw pag masaya. manunulat pag may daing. manunulat pag baliw. manunulat pag inlab. walang kwenta pag bangag. hyper pag madaling araw. simpleng tao pero komplikado. masinop pero burara. mahiyain pero maingay. may sariling mundo. may sariling pananaw at puno ng tinatawag nilang "labels". 'abnormal' sabi ng lipunan. 'baliw' sabi ng siyensya. 'makasalanan' sabi ng bibliya. Yan ako, ang nagiisa... si KuLetz.

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