AKO'y NAHUHUMALING SA... BAKASYON at magazines!

It's my longest weekend. CAN I ASK FOR MORE? YES!!!! hahah..
I WANT a longer break! phakshets!

So I was thinking... I wanna blog about what's on my mind but I cant quite organize the thoughts in my head. Kaya i think next time na lang..

hmm... sa buhay ko? anu bang exciting? WALA?

am I just apathetic or talagang wlang thrill? Tell me?

Ewan ko ba... lately I noticed how stone-hearted I had become. Ewan ko kung yan ang tamang term.
I TOOK NCLEX YESTERDAY... but the day before di man lang ako ninenerbyos. I thought to myself, maybe di pa lang nagsisink in. Maybe tonight di ako makakautlog sa nerbyos. OH WELL.. GUESS WHAT? it didn't happen. I fell asleep around 11pm? DAD woke me up ng 6am.. haha sabi ko eh 7am pa ko eh... so went back to bed. PAG GCNG NATURAL LANG... ligo.. kain alis... while driving... I was just driving. Pag dating sa place I wasn't even trembling. I expected myself to almost vomit sa kaba... I expected to sweat profusely... PERO BAKIT DI NANGYARI TONG MGA TO!?!?!
Maybe life simple means nothing to me ngayon....MAybe I just don't care at all...

SO ironic isn't?

SA work we are saving lives... we are taking care of lives... we are making lives more comfy sa ospital... but those things I do for other people... Di ko naman nararamdaman.

STOIC LANG BA AKO? Or I JUST DON't CARE?
(i'm thinking a lil bit of both) whatchathink?

Oh yeah.. just like what my YM STATUS ALWAYS SAY: "surviving but ain't living"